When your body, heart, and soul are exhausted,  but that voice in your head wont shut up about what a complete fuck up you are, and how worthless you are. And youre left alone in the dark, silently screaming in your head. Screams of pain, screams for help, screams of anger and hate. Screaming the words you want to say but cant so they are bottled up inside of you. But no one can see it, ever. And your spirit finally breaks. Thats about where i am now

When your body, heart, and soul are exhausted,  but that voice in your head wont shut up about what a complete fuck up you are, and how worthless you are. And youre left alone in the dark, silently screaming in your head. Screams of pain, screams for help, screams of anger and hate. Screaming the words you want to say but cant so they are bottled up inside of you. But no one can see it, ever. And your spirit finally breaks. Thats about where i am now